the_new_scum

My account expires on the 6th of June and I've decided that for the time being I'm gonna let myself go grey.

I've had a great 2 years on the site but lately I've been especially down about work and its started to effect my life in a seriously negative way overall. I've made the decision that for now I'm going to be selfish and go back to square one, and get my shit together. My blogs have all had a seriously negative tone for at least a few months and I'm starting to dislike the person I've become. I've already had to make a difficult decision surrounding this, but I genuinely feel that its the right thing for me to do in order to get sorted.

I'm going to be selfish and just use some time to get back to normal, and while SG isnt a "distraction" per se, I think it'll do me some good to keep it on the backburner while I get myself together. Anyone who'd like my MSN details just PM me, although I'm not sure how often I'll be on there anymore.

You've all been fantastic friends, and it's a comfort to know that you'd be there to support me, if only I felt comfortable with burdening you. I sincerely hope to see you all on the other side, much more like the sarcastic and sometimes cheery person I used to be.