the_monster

life is confusing the fuck out of me right now. people, work, shit in general. nothing bad, good, or out of the ordinary has happened... maybe i've just had a bit more time to think lately. but i don't know where my life is headed. but then that's not really it either. i'm ok with that. i don't want to know where the future will take me. that'd kill the fun. i can't describe it. i just feel like something is not right. and on top of that i've been lonely as fuck.