the_monster

i'm a bad friend on here (well everywhere, but that's a different matter). i don't know if anyone really reads this anymore but if you do let me know. i want to get to know people. i want to be friends. life is so odd. i've been confused by a lot lately. it's so up and down. not down as in horrible and not up as in excellent, just very unsure of a lot. i'm content though. i just need to connect with people again.