the_monster

God damn it do i feel good. i love that i am basking in that warmth that a couple of narragansetts, a makers mark on the rock, and some live blues at vincent's gives you. i love it, two beers and a whiskey on the rock is perfect, it's just enough to kill the anxiety and loosen up enough to chat with someone in the seat next to you or the bartender. i love my position right now. i love that i still live at home. i know it's dorky and and i should be ashamed but it's such an awesome set up. my schedule is so opposite everyone elses that with the exception of the few weekly dinnners with my family and the few awesome afternoons with my sisters, that i love and always look forward too, i tend to have the house to myself when i'm home. i love that this allows me to save a fair amount of money up while still allowing me to go out a fair amount and get tattooed. i love the fact that i'm getting an amazing tattoo in a few weeks. i love my job. i love that i'm so close with my coworkers. i love that while we have a super stressful job we still find time to chat about everything from books and movies to relationships and sex. i love that we are in a job where we're supposed to be teaching and enforcing personal boundaries but all are very touchy and are constantly touching each others shoulders, knees, and what not. i love that i'm reconnecting with some old friends. i love that i'm getting in touch with and accepting my introverted self. i love that i should soon be hanging out with the awesome ravioli again. i love that the beautiful NessieOutlaw has become my penpal. i love the book i'm reading. i love the video game i'm playing. i love that i have both a new johnny cash cd and a new ALK3 cd to listen too. i love the life i'm living.