While life in a lot of ways hasn't changed much for me in the past few months, my thoughts on life and myself have changed drastically. I am a happy person. I have been happy in the past, but it was always a phase, or a temporary thing. Now while I can of course not be happy all day every day I think my overarching disposition is one of happiness.
It's all in my head. I know this, but that is what makes it so great. From my experiences both good and bad I have finally learned to let go and live. This is exciting to me, probably pretty boring to you. So I won't dwell on it to much.
Here are some things to happen lately:
-I have decided what my next tattoo shall be, I hope to make an appointment soon. I'm sure I'll put up a picture here when I get it done, Until then it's a secret.
-I have lost a fair amount of weight. I'm currently somewhere around 240, which is by far the lightest I've been in at least 8 years. When I played football in High School I averaged out around 270 and since then had been up to at least 285. I like where I am now. I'm still cuddly and all, that's such a part of me, but I'm also healthy.
-I have been reconnecting with a few old friends.
-I have been making some new friends.
-I have been super horny, this has been a source of frustration lately.
-I had the quickest relationship of my life.
-I have found some good new bands and rediscovered some old favorites.
-I have begun making random blogs, such as this one, with rather pointless lists in them.
-I have been reaching out to some of the people who, due to my anxiety, I had pushed away. Some I am regaining friendship with but even the ones who have moved on in life seem to appreciate the apologies.
-I have drained the internet of porn.
Things I would like to happen:
-Move to a city.
-Find a cute chubby girl of my own to treat like a queen.
-Go on vacation, anywhere will do.
-Discover a nice new restaurant. I've been overdoing it at my favorites and most of the others in this area are either shitty chains or way to expensive.
-Get my awesome tattoo idea done.
-Have a party with my cousins, it's been too long (a month or so) since the last one.
-Visit my brother in New York.
It's all in my head. I know this, but that is what makes it so great. From my experiences both good and bad I have finally learned to let go and live. This is exciting to me, probably pretty boring to you. So I won't dwell on it to much.
Here are some things to happen lately:
-I have decided what my next tattoo shall be, I hope to make an appointment soon. I'm sure I'll put up a picture here when I get it done, Until then it's a secret.
-I have lost a fair amount of weight. I'm currently somewhere around 240, which is by far the lightest I've been in at least 8 years. When I played football in High School I averaged out around 270 and since then had been up to at least 285. I like where I am now. I'm still cuddly and all, that's such a part of me, but I'm also healthy.
-I have been reconnecting with a few old friends.
-I have been making some new friends.
-I have been super horny, this has been a source of frustration lately.
-I had the quickest relationship of my life.
-I have found some good new bands and rediscovered some old favorites.
-I have begun making random blogs, such as this one, with rather pointless lists in them.
-I have been reaching out to some of the people who, due to my anxiety, I had pushed away. Some I am regaining friendship with but even the ones who have moved on in life seem to appreciate the apologies.
-I have drained the internet of porn.
Things I would like to happen:
-Move to a city.
-Find a cute chubby girl of my own to treat like a queen.
-Go on vacation, anywhere will do.
-Discover a nice new restaurant. I've been overdoing it at my favorites and most of the others in this area are either shitty chains or way to expensive.
-Get my awesome tattoo idea done.
-Have a party with my cousins, it's been too long (a month or so) since the last one.
-Visit my brother in New York.
crazzy:
So I lurked you in SGBoston..And so I read your blog! 
Happiness is an amazing feeling that few people these days truly understand. P.S Fantastic song
Happiness is an amazing feeling that few people these days truly understand. P.S Fantastic song