so i feel like i write about the same things a lot here. usually it's about either how great or how crappy my life is at some certain moment. and not that anyone reads this, but if anyone does they probably get the impression that i'm a very serious person. that is certainly not true. i take things seriously when they need to be taken seriously but generally i'm a very laid back person. it's kind of important that i am, it's like a way of counteracting my anxiety disorder. anyways, my brain works oddly (then again i'm convinced most everyones brain does) and here are some of the lighter things that have been going through my head lately:
the fact that the internet is running out of porn i have yet to see is either very worrying or quite impressive. i mean, i watch a wide variety of porn.... and the internet is this ever expanding galaxy of porn, how is it that i find myself spending so long looking for new stuff?
i attract some of the weirdest people. not everyone i attract is that odd, but most are. and god damn it are they odd. it makes life more interesting.
i have all these amazing book ideas in my head, i hate that i can't sit down and concentrate for long enough when i actually do sit down to write. i usually get a page in and next thing i know i'm looking for porn.
i often wonder what i'll be like in twenty years, as far as my personality goes i really don't have a clue, i'm very open to change in opinions and ideas and am certainly a very different person now then i was only a few years ago, physically i can be sure of two things, one i'll be covered in tattoos and two i'll look much older then i am. i'm 22 and my beard is already starting to go gray around the corners of my mouth.
i really want to do the thing were you spin a globe and throw a dart at it and go wherever it lands. but the few days i've ever thrown a dart at a globe i end up in the ocean (that's if i even manage to hit the globe).
i love words that make people cringe. not the ones that are offensive but just ones that make people laugh nervously or slightly uncomfortable. of course most of these words are just different slang terms for genitalia.
and now i'm getting distracted so i'll end this sad attempt at a list here.
the fact that the internet is running out of porn i have yet to see is either very worrying or quite impressive. i mean, i watch a wide variety of porn.... and the internet is this ever expanding galaxy of porn, how is it that i find myself spending so long looking for new stuff?
i attract some of the weirdest people. not everyone i attract is that odd, but most are. and god damn it are they odd. it makes life more interesting.
i have all these amazing book ideas in my head, i hate that i can't sit down and concentrate for long enough when i actually do sit down to write. i usually get a page in and next thing i know i'm looking for porn.
i often wonder what i'll be like in twenty years, as far as my personality goes i really don't have a clue, i'm very open to change in opinions and ideas and am certainly a very different person now then i was only a few years ago, physically i can be sure of two things, one i'll be covered in tattoos and two i'll look much older then i am. i'm 22 and my beard is already starting to go gray around the corners of my mouth.
i really want to do the thing were you spin a globe and throw a dart at it and go wherever it lands. but the few days i've ever thrown a dart at a globe i end up in the ocean (that's if i even manage to hit the globe).
i love words that make people cringe. not the ones that are offensive but just ones that make people laugh nervously or slightly uncomfortable. of course most of these words are just different slang terms for genitalia.
and now i'm getting distracted so i'll end this sad attempt at a list here.
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and I'm so with SlowRunner.
I could have exactly said what he put.
almost word per word.
maybe you should stop watching porn and start making it.
what's that you say? oh, why I'd be delighted to be your co-star.