the_monster

life is good. apartment coming soon. thinking about applying for a better position at work. enjoying my free time. getting back together with some old friends. and spending a little money on myself.

so i've been trying to live a "normal life" for a bit now. aka, not drinking as much, not going to as many shit bars, and cutting out some of the crazy people. fuck that shit. i thrive on crazy!

it's been a while since i've posted any sort of real update here. so here goes, my life in a paragraph. i'm still a residential counselor for teens. overall i enjoy my job, but lately things have been rough. i plan to stick with it for now though. i am still living in my parents house but have an apartment lined up and am excited...
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it feels so good to be back. i needed the time away though. i was spending too much time here and not enough dealing with other stuff. anyways, all is good now and in fact much better. i wouldn't say i've really changed at all but am just a bit more embracing of all aspects of myself. i won't get into it. haha. the point...
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i have returned.

what do i do now?

i'm home alone. with bourbon, cheese, itunes, and the internet. and i am happy. the good life, haha.

I've been busy and haven't been on here much. Although to be honest, despite frequent attempts to return to being so, I have not been at all active here as all this year. I've found my new Monday night regular, Dirty Gerund's Poetry Night at Ralph's. Now despite being owned by the owner of my second home Vincent's, Ralph's is not a place I enjoy...
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Speechless after the most amazing night of my life. You know how once in a blue moon everything falls together perfectly? It was like that but on this cosmic level to the point where I almost believe in a god.

Life is crazy. Up and down. Drunk at 4 am and then family reunions at noon. Ex-girlfriends popping up and storming out. Friends falling off the map and new ones coming along. One day at work I get to play video games and go to the comic book store the next I'm getting screamed at. I don't mind this. I like never knowing.

It's my birthday. I am determined to make this next year of life a good one.