todays goal, go for my 6 mile walk. make myself something excellent for lunch. get a haircut. go to saver's.
also my mf doom record should be coming today by ups.
i think i've switched from the gym to going for a walk. the gym feels like a chore. my walk is so enjoyable. and to be honest, i go to the gym. do a...
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also my mf doom record should be coming today by ups.
i think i've switched from the gym to going for a walk. the gym feels like a chore. my walk is so enjoyable. and to be honest, i go to the gym. do a...
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i'm a cheap fuck who hates to spend money but food and beer is one thing worth paying for the best. took my brother to the armsbey abbey for his graduation. we got this bourbon/pumpkin stuffed french toast. i got a dogfish head bitches brew and then a mackgrdiddle cocktail which consists of one egg, whole milk, bacon infused bourban, maple syrup, and bacon. then...
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metta:
you are a man with the same love affair i do.
food, beer, weed.
gah.
xo
food, beer, weed.
gah.
xo
all these twists and turns that make up life are taking me all over the place. it's a good ride though.
i don't know what i want in life.
i have many options at this point, but i seem to self sabotage them all.
i find that i am having to remind myself "don't panic" more often lately.
i have many options at this point, but i seem to self sabotage them all.
i find that i am having to remind myself "don't panic" more often lately.
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metta:
yeah. It sucks.
It's hard for me to keep faith in things lately. It may be the time of year; it may be me.
I have yet to decide such things.
It's hard for me to keep faith in things lately. It may be the time of year; it may be me.
I have yet to decide such things.
metta:
thanks.
I needed to hear that.
i sometimes forget how special you are... im a terrible friend.
xox
I needed to hear that.
i sometimes forget how special you are... im a terrible friend.
xox
life is good.
ravioli:
thats all you have to say? 
ravioli:
omfg you hit that shit right on the nail about the vanilla ice thing
and that chick looks like some fucking cracked out kawaii albino
im like, astounded
and that chick looks like some fucking cracked out kawaii albino
im like, astounded
what's been playing in my head lately:
forever lost. and happy about it.
for the first time in my life i am 100% confident of who i am and happy with all aspects of myself. emotionally, mentally, spiritually, sexually, professionally etc. i'm being me again. the me i was before i got concerned with trying to land a huge paying job and be accepted by people i don't really care about. sadly, a lot of newer friends i've...
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rokko:
awe... I wish my life was full of happiness like yours. 
ravioli:
well thats good to hear, i've always felt like you hold back too much
i mean i see the bits of you there bubbling under the surface
not to say that i am overly perceptive or that you are that transparent
i just know theres more to you than you've let out
i mean i see the bits of you there bubbling under the surface
not to say that i am overly perceptive or that you are that transparent
i just know theres more to you than you've let out
what's better, someone with all the same interests and likes as you whom you can indulge in said similarities with or someone with completely different likes and hobbies who can introduce you to all kinds of new things?
runround:
a little bit of both...like similar tastes in general but different hobbies.
familiar enough to be comfortable while still introducing new.
I never really felt like i had a heart til I heard Billie Holiday's voice.
familiar enough to be comfortable while still introducing new.
I never really felt like i had a heart til I heard Billie Holiday's voice.
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ravioli:
aw crystal renn <3
elvis:
I like your taste in crushes very hot women
i need friends i can talk to, i have my friends i can go to the bar with, friends i can sit around and get stoned with, and friends i can always count on for a stupid time.... but not many i can talk to on a intellectual level. and it's not that my friends are dumb. in fact, many of them are much smarter...
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ravioli:
at least there's the internets 
rokko:
Oh, no. Eastern time zone is not far to me. 
I used to live in NYC and Union City, NJ, so eastern zone is kind of my hometown where I've always missed. I wish I could go to MA so much!
I used to live in NYC and Union City, NJ, so eastern zone is kind of my hometown where I've always missed. I wish I could go to MA so much!
I love going to the gym. It doesnt feel like a chore for me though.
When i go there is no one around and the morning sun usually shines in the windows on my face.
I feel strong when i lift and i feel sexy when i sweat...
it's my thing.
I wish i enjoyed working out outside.
xoxox
come here and met me cut your hair.