well, my mood is still at that low, thoughtful level but I still feel like something can change that... there's something coming... I don't think it's good... in fact, I think it's very bad. very bad indeed. but it's coming whether or not I want it to and you know what?
I can take it.
so, it comes and I'm going to handle it... the same way I handled everything else that has encroached on the happiness in my life. I've handled it, thrown it in a woodchipper and disposed of the body. so, to whatever is looming over me, pressing anxiety into my life, robbing me of my sleep and generally making me feel unlike myself, I have one simple thing to say:
come and have a go, if you think you're hard enough.
I can take it.
so, it comes and I'm going to handle it... the same way I handled everything else that has encroached on the happiness in my life. I've handled it, thrown it in a woodchipper and disposed of the body. so, to whatever is looming over me, pressing anxiety into my life, robbing me of my sleep and generally making me feel unlike myself, I have one simple thing to say:
come and have a go, if you think you're hard enough.