It's that dead time isn't it? Christmas is done, New year looms and the time between is... Well, nowhere really is it? I'm still off work for the break, Not much to do with my time except be a little on the chilly size and ruminate.
I'd hazard a guess that this time is where the whole new year resolutions thing weighs on our minds, we've had a bit of excess, and now all we have is time to reflect on that while we're waiting for another blow out. Although I have resisted as far as I can any form of resolution making to date, I can't help but reflect on all my doings and deeds over the last year, and see that I have grown somewhat as a person. Anyone that may care to remember me shortly after I joined the site may remember me being somewhat... Mental. Despite having a few moments, I've come to terms with a number of things and made some progress with a few others, so although not making any actual resolutions, there's an amount of things I'd like to see at least in progress by the end of 2007. I am actually starting that tonight, as there are a few things I've done wrong I'd like to put right.
I think I've become smitten with someone too. which is an unfamiliar enough feeling to make me feel a little awkward about it sometimes. My housemate, Ben, keeps on catching me with a faraway look in my eyes and will berate me for not listening to him and thinking about her. So yes, I recognise the fact that I've got it bad for her. Maybe one day I'll actually do something about it. It's becoming quite distracting.
This came in the post today too.
I'm looking forward to that quite a lot.
Still haven't seen the family yet, that horror is waiting for me on Saturday. I hope I survive. But all will be worth it for New Year's eve. This has become the first ever New Year in my adult life that I'm looking forward to, I'm going to be meeting a few of my favourite people and toasting the passing of what has been one of my most (personally) eventful years in my life. 2007 beckons, full of hope and promise.
Happy New Year everyone, and thanks to you all for.. everything really.
I'd hazard a guess that this time is where the whole new year resolutions thing weighs on our minds, we've had a bit of excess, and now all we have is time to reflect on that while we're waiting for another blow out. Although I have resisted as far as I can any form of resolution making to date, I can't help but reflect on all my doings and deeds over the last year, and see that I have grown somewhat as a person. Anyone that may care to remember me shortly after I joined the site may remember me being somewhat... Mental. Despite having a few moments, I've come to terms with a number of things and made some progress with a few others, so although not making any actual resolutions, there's an amount of things I'd like to see at least in progress by the end of 2007. I am actually starting that tonight, as there are a few things I've done wrong I'd like to put right.
I think I've become smitten with someone too. which is an unfamiliar enough feeling to make me feel a little awkward about it sometimes. My housemate, Ben, keeps on catching me with a faraway look in my eyes and will berate me for not listening to him and thinking about her. So yes, I recognise the fact that I've got it bad for her. Maybe one day I'll actually do something about it. It's becoming quite distracting.
This came in the post today too.
I'm looking forward to that quite a lot.
Still haven't seen the family yet, that horror is waiting for me on Saturday. I hope I survive. But all will be worth it for New Year's eve. This has become the first ever New Year in my adult life that I'm looking forward to, I'm going to be meeting a few of my favourite people and toasting the passing of what has been one of my most (personally) eventful years in my life. 2007 beckons, full of hope and promise.
Happy New Year everyone, and thanks to you all for.. everything really.
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Sleep on a matress on the floor, I am obsessed with removing bed frames, and cupboard doors, but the bed thing because I'm convinced I dream better on the floor... plus I can't break owt falling out
Sorry about that. I've been reading Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist, which has the same 'consciousness explansion' effect as smoking pot.
Heh. I often romanticise the thought of having it bad for someone. Then I remember how I used to throw up, much like Stan in South Park. Then I calm down about the whole idea. Still, nothing like a little prospective romance to make you feel alive!