Right, well it seems that I've become an IT support person for the fucking inept. I'm trying to find a nice way to tell some friends and family that they're just too fucking stupid to own a computer.
...And relax.
God I'm letting things get to me. I'm currently a coiled spring of rage! Good thing I'm off to see Soulfly tomorrow night, I intend on getting very drunk and losing myself temporarily in the pit. But that brings up another little niggle. A very good friend of mine will be coming along, which is good. But he's bringing his nine year old daughter with him, which is where I have a problem. Now I don't have any kids (thank god) but I can't help but think that a Soulfly gig is perhaps not the best environment to take a nine year old. Not that anything is going to happen, he's very responsible, and will take immensely good care of her. But I still think that it's not really right. But of course, not having kids, I don't really feel that I have any right to say that to him.
But the gig should be fun, it's nice to lose myself in a crowd from time to time. I should be able to get shot of some aggresion too.
I have to start looking for another job too. It's just got beyond a joke now, I'm about half an inch away from phoning my boss and telling him to stick this fucking job right up his arse. It's fucking soul destroying at the moment. My typical day is driving about 100 miles, doing something mindlessly repetitive with paint cans, not speaking to anyone all day and driving 100 miles home again, I'm telling you, my brain is fucking melting! No wonder I'm so socially retarded. I would just quit, but when you're in the hole to the amount of money I am, you can't just walk.
I've dusted off some old Suicidal tendencies albums too. Why the hell did I not do this sooner?! I forgot just how bloody good they are/were.
...And relax.
God I'm letting things get to me. I'm currently a coiled spring of rage! Good thing I'm off to see Soulfly tomorrow night, I intend on getting very drunk and losing myself temporarily in the pit. But that brings up another little niggle. A very good friend of mine will be coming along, which is good. But he's bringing his nine year old daughter with him, which is where I have a problem. Now I don't have any kids (thank god) but I can't help but think that a Soulfly gig is perhaps not the best environment to take a nine year old. Not that anything is going to happen, he's very responsible, and will take immensely good care of her. But I still think that it's not really right. But of course, not having kids, I don't really feel that I have any right to say that to him.
But the gig should be fun, it's nice to lose myself in a crowd from time to time. I should be able to get shot of some aggresion too.
I have to start looking for another job too. It's just got beyond a joke now, I'm about half an inch away from phoning my boss and telling him to stick this fucking job right up his arse. It's fucking soul destroying at the moment. My typical day is driving about 100 miles, doing something mindlessly repetitive with paint cans, not speaking to anyone all day and driving 100 miles home again, I'm telling you, my brain is fucking melting! No wonder I'm so socially retarded. I would just quit, but when you're in the hole to the amount of money I am, you can't just walk.
I've dusted off some old Suicidal tendencies albums too. Why the hell did I not do this sooner?! I forgot just how bloody good they are/were.
someoneuk:
They need this:
