In case anybody is interested why I hate my life. After twenty-five years on this earth I finally found a girl that I love! So what do you think happened? That's right she found someone better and more attractive then me. Then she MARRIED HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it is killing me! I've never felt this way before and I have certainly never told a girl I felt this way before. But I did hoping that maybe if I put down my fences I could find a beautiful girl in and out. But I was wrong as usual. I'm happy she found someone that makes her happy but seeing pictures of the two of them is killing me!! Jesus christ I feel like a loser but I just wanted everyone to know how I feel. FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 