ok, so things are a little better now. school started for me yesterday. (i go to grand valley state, in grand rapids/allendale, michigan, in case you were wondering). my classes all seem like they're going to be very fun. entertaining. interesting. and so on. i like all my teachers. a lot. and i'm ready to do this. i want to finish school. this is going to be my year to shine.
and with all that's going on in school, and with my jobs (i'll explain in a sec) i'm able to keep my mind off the things in life that i don't want to think about at the moment. or, at least i'm not obsessing over them. i met a guy. he's a friend, and that's it. i'm not looking to get involved with anyone after my last relationship. it's still all to fresh in my mind. and i still love "him" so much. so, i'm not jumping into anything else. but meeting friends is nice. i need friends. since, i have like 4 in my life right now, more would be good. i lost a lot of my friends at work (meijer), so it's good that i'm only going to be working there one day a week. like, tonight, i almost started crying at work. because i asked one guy, who used to be my really good friend, something, and he like snapped at me and walked away. they all ignore me, and i have to work with my ex, too, so it gets hard at times. but, i'm now working more days at jukebox joe's, and 2-3 of those days will be as MANAGER!!! so, yay for that! (manager means i get paid more to wear jeans, hostess, make sure things get done & run smoothly, and eat a free meal. damn. this is gonna suck... kidding of course!)
so, anyway, i think things are gonna get better. right now i need to focus on these things:
1) cleaning my room up (which will involve lots of laundry, organizing, and throwing things away!)
2) school (reading & doing homework, and GOING TO CLASS!!!)
3) work
4) my relationships with my friends (& my kitties
)
thanks for listening. i'll fill you in on more later. (well, to the 2 people who are reading this! thanks missy & evan!!! :kiss
and with all that's going on in school, and with my jobs (i'll explain in a sec) i'm able to keep my mind off the things in life that i don't want to think about at the moment. or, at least i'm not obsessing over them. i met a guy. he's a friend, and that's it. i'm not looking to get involved with anyone after my last relationship. it's still all to fresh in my mind. and i still love "him" so much. so, i'm not jumping into anything else. but meeting friends is nice. i need friends. since, i have like 4 in my life right now, more would be good. i lost a lot of my friends at work (meijer), so it's good that i'm only going to be working there one day a week. like, tonight, i almost started crying at work. because i asked one guy, who used to be my really good friend, something, and he like snapped at me and walked away. they all ignore me, and i have to work with my ex, too, so it gets hard at times. but, i'm now working more days at jukebox joe's, and 2-3 of those days will be as MANAGER!!! so, yay for that! (manager means i get paid more to wear jeans, hostess, make sure things get done & run smoothly, and eat a free meal. damn. this is gonna suck... kidding of course!)
so, anyway, i think things are gonna get better. right now i need to focus on these things:
1) cleaning my room up (which will involve lots of laundry, organizing, and throwing things away!)
2) school (reading & doing homework, and GOING TO CLASS!!!)
3) work
4) my relationships with my friends (& my kitties
)
thanks for listening. i'll fill you in on more later. (well, to the 2 people who are reading this! thanks missy & evan!!! :kiss
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mistressmissy:
heheh you're so silly. oh hey make sure you request september 17th night off. like after 5 or something. I know it's a stretch with 3 jobs but either we'll go out with everyone for my birthday or we're going to my friend jen's house for a toy party 
or maybe both!
or maybe both!
endedben:
I went to Grand Valley St. in grade school for science camp!