i want to fucking scream! i seriously don't think anyone likes me anymore. it's like they're all avoiding me. i'm really really upset, and i just want something to take my anger out on... and i can't think of anything. i'm dying inside right now. and there's no one there for me...
figures i have to feel this way after what was supposed to be a good vacation. but no. it was alright at times, but most of it sucked. and i have to go to school tomorrow. and still work all 3 jobs. and i'm supposed to just go about my life acting like nothing is wrong. and that sucks. b/c something IS wrong.
i hate pretending.
i also hate liars.
sorry this entry was such a downer. but i'm done pretending i'm fine. on here at least.
figures i have to feel this way after what was supposed to be a good vacation. but no. it was alright at times, but most of it sucked. and i have to go to school tomorrow. and still work all 3 jobs. and i'm supposed to just go about my life acting like nothing is wrong. and that sucks. b/c something IS wrong.
i hate pretending.
i also hate liars.
sorry this entry was such a downer. but i'm done pretending i'm fine. on here at least.
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mistressmissy:
mistressmissy:
oh yeah. if you ever have a saturday afternoon off (around after 5ish) let me know. we go out to eat with our buddies and you of course could come along. one of em is cute too. hehehehe.