thatzac

i wish i had a picture i could show you of her, but it wouldn't do her any justice. she is the reason tha ti will never be able to focus my mind again.
4 years it's been madness
and she knows how much i love her and she tells me how she loves me
i'm tired of proposing.
i would be anything she ever wanted i truly dont care what it was i would do anything for
you probably wouldnt think she is beautiful
she is everything to me
tonight was horrible
i went to see the band that kicked me out 2 months ago, and their new singer was passable, though he ruined my songs, and allsion was the only one there to comfort me
the one girl that will always tear me apart was the only one there to give me any love
if i did't have such a profitable life insurance policy, i would kill myself tonight and i ain't even kidding
i hate myself so intensely it actually interests me.

fuck all of this