sleep would probably be the "right" thing to be doing right now.
instead I'm feeling a bit of longing and sitting here trying to figure out why.
just read some things that pulled me back into myself.
sometimes I feel like everything in my life is a ruse... to confuse me and keep me from what really matters. and then I realize, yes, it probably is, and what the hell am I going to do about it.
it's the, how many licks does it take to get the center of a tootsie roll pop thing.
fucknuts.
instead I'm feeling a bit of longing and sitting here trying to figure out why.
just read some things that pulled me back into myself.
sometimes I feel like everything in my life is a ruse... to confuse me and keep me from what really matters. and then I realize, yes, it probably is, and what the hell am I going to do about it.
it's the, how many licks does it take to get the center of a tootsie roll pop thing.
fucknuts.
....you could try that.