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I need a new tattoo...
I have $900 saved up for a car...
hmmm
yea
i need a car and a new tattoo....
poppy:
new tattoos..do it
rorie:
want me to contact Pat about finding you a good car for what price range you have?
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It's my birthday today!!!
Does anyonne care to leave me love?
sune:
i can love you for your birthday.
happy birthday kiss
karebeer:
awe, um, happy belated!! ♥
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ok so it's been a while since I've posted something in here...
I hate my job more than anyone could hate theres...
I need to save for a car...
I need to go to school next year...
and um... maybe lose like 30 pounds and um...
hmmmm
maybe um...
You know what...
I'll post again when I have more to say...
I have a headache...
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sune:
thanks for the lovely comment about my set !! kiss
phoenix:


COOL!
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I feel so empty...
So alone...
So lost...

I wake up almost every morning crying, my dreams are starting to become more like a movie about my life up until now. And when I have nightmares, the voices and people in it are people I know and the messages are to give up, your worthless. I hate myself everyday, I put on a fake smile...
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clio:
Thanks sweetie... I'm sorry to hear you're not doing so good either : ( Love your artwork. xxx
rorie:
seth hunny...
i know exactly where your coming from.
thats where i am right now too.
==

please tell me your coming to my party on friday?
we can pretend together.
plus.. i miss you, and we need to hang out.
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seriously... banks, yea... They piss me off!!! Anyone want to start a fight club with me? any takers?
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hemightbegiant:
I am so IN!
I've wanted to start a Fight Club for the longest fucking time.
xxmorbidangelxx:
..i can cause more damage than ppl think + first target my two old cowhores that got me fired... mad blackeyed *MORE DRINKS!*
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I'm starting to feel like... Anything that I do will not make it better. I mean. I am trying to fix my weight problem. I don't like working factory jobs so I'm going to go to school, but I also need to save up for a car. I also have a goal to own a house withing the next 10 years. But I think once...
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hemightbegiant:
I'm going to tell you something that was told to me, by someone who is quite intelligent on matters like this...
Stop caring about impressing others because no one gives a shit whether you succeed or fail.
See, it's not that no one cares about you. That is not true. Personally, I would love to see you succeed in something you love, whether it's music or art or whatever..
It's that they are more worried about their own shit to notice what you are doing.

So the only one you should succeed for is YOU.
Lose weight for you. Get a better job or go to school for YOU. Worry about what YOU think about YOU.
Once you are satisfied with yourself, your confidence will go up.

Stop caring about what others percieve you as and fucking live your life man.

And of course, I mean this with brotherly love.

rorie:
what luke said.

plus:
you are amazing.
nobody thinks that about you - and if they do, they arnt worth your time.. becuase they are prolly in way worse condition than you are. because your not in bad condition.

you have goals.
you know what you want.
you know what you have to do to get there.

thats more than alot of people i know.. me included.

dont be so hard on yourself.
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so today at work...
I cut my finger onb the saw...
Down to the bone...

Then when I get home...
I find out my fucking cat pissed on my floor...
this is one shitacular day!
shaneapex:
Dude, you're a dude....and you own a cat.
infinity:
blackeyed
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WALMART ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!
So I went to walmart today after cashing my oneday paycheck and bought a pair of shoes, 2 t-shirts and axe snake peel body wash for $20.

Now whats cool about the $10 shoes you ask?...
THERE VELCROW!!!

I'm a happy camper right now! :-P
infinity:
walmart rocks yes yes it does
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So... My job is killin my feet... I have to stand in one spot for 8 hours straight cutting styrofoam all day. Now. I must sound like I'm bitching but you try it. It really starts to take it's toll after a while.

Other than that hmmmm. Tomorrow is payday, yay for a whole 1 day paycheck... um... I need to do laundry and clean...
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infinity:
standing up for that long does hurt quite a bit after a while, thats for sure blackeyed
hemightbegiant:
Ask 'em for a stool. I'm sure they won't mind.
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So...
I applied for a job today... Dressed up all GQ was looking pretty good except for the huge hole in my ears and my tatt's But good none the less...

I hope i get the job, I need one bad!!!

but other than that...
How is everyone else?
infinity:
im quite busy the semester is almost over which is both good and bad.



hopefully you will get the job.