that_kid

I feel so empty...
So alone...
So lost...

I wake up almost every morning crying, my dreams are starting to become more like a movie about my life up until now. And when I have nightmares, the voices and people in it are people I know and the messages are to give up, your worthless. I hate myself everyday, I put on a fake smile so no one will ask me if I'm ok. Everyday is a lie. I feel like what ever I do isn't good enough or ever will be...