Hey crazy kids! Sorry I haven't been as active as I once was. My life consists of working 60-70 hours a week, eating, and sleeping when I can. Work has been really tough. We are really busy and I've been overwhelmed with the sheer amount of work to do and families doing me dirty. If they only know how much I cared about them, they wouldn't treat me the way some of them do. There was a dove sitting on a cross at a church i was having a funeral at. As we brought the deceased out, the dove joined a flock that was passing by. Very peculiar...
I'm addicted to my new french press.
I've been drinking coffee likes its going outta style. I've been buying some really great, delicious coffee and trying lots of different blends. I am actually thrilled about this new addiction!
I've also been drinking lots of wine, I finally discovered Bevmo!
Once in a while I do venture out...
I AM going to get my bacon tattoo. After much waffling with the idea, I'm going to get my sacred heart bacon wrapped tattoo.
One thing nice about CA is that there are tons of flowers, and I fucking love flowers... so pretty... (This isn't the most flattering shot of me but the tree is gorgeous so I had to share. I've been feeling very ugly and awkward lately.)
Otherwise I pretty much hate it here. It always rains, all I do is work, I don't have any sort of life to speak of... I'm pretty pathetic right now. I miss being here on SG and modeling in general. I miss performing and hooping in chat. I must make more time in my life for these things, being without them is devastating to my soul. I miss my friends from AZ and most everything else there. I feel like I actually fit in there and it was my true home. I feel so isolated and depressed here, like I don't belong...
I have met a few cool people here and I hope work will slow down soon so I can spend more time with them. I'm sure it would help if I could get out and do more. Keep your fingers crossed and think some non-death related thoughts for me please, people... and keep those titty texts a coming. They do keep me smiling through out my crazy day.
Until next time!
I'm addicted to my new french press.
I've been drinking coffee likes its going outta style. I've been buying some really great, delicious coffee and trying lots of different blends. I am actually thrilled about this new addiction!
I've also been drinking lots of wine, I finally discovered Bevmo!
Once in a while I do venture out...
I AM going to get my bacon tattoo. After much waffling with the idea, I'm going to get my sacred heart bacon wrapped tattoo.
One thing nice about CA is that there are tons of flowers, and I fucking love flowers... so pretty... (This isn't the most flattering shot of me but the tree is gorgeous so I had to share. I've been feeling very ugly and awkward lately.)
Otherwise I pretty much hate it here. It always rains, all I do is work, I don't have any sort of life to speak of... I'm pretty pathetic right now. I miss being here on SG and modeling in general. I miss performing and hooping in chat. I must make more time in my life for these things, being without them is devastating to my soul. I miss my friends from AZ and most everything else there. I feel like I actually fit in there and it was my true home. I feel so isolated and depressed here, like I don't belong...
I have met a few cool people here and I hope work will slow down soon so I can spend more time with them. I'm sure it would help if I could get out and do more. Keep your fingers crossed and think some non-death related thoughts for me please, people... and keep those titty texts a coming. They do keep me smiling through out my crazy day.
Until next time!
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mohawkphoto:
Come back for the river trip!!!!
nickstone:
I really appreciate her words and I agree with you... I learned it all a few hours ago and it's still hard to cope with it... I will be with her when it will happen... will hold her hand.... damn..im crying