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I left AZ today for the move to CA. Its bittersweet to say the least, I cried the first 80 or so miles.

I miss my friends the most but I also miss the cacti, the rocky hills, the beautiful sunsets and gorgeous weather. This is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, it has been a huge strain on my life and relationships. I wish I could flash forward a few months to when I'm settled in, making money, and developing new friendships. My little doggie is with me which is great but I feel bad for him because he is really confused...



Tonight, I'm staying in a crappy hotel about 200 miles from Sacramento...

I get to move in to the new place tomorrow but my stuff wont be delivered until next weekend. This means I get to sleep on the floor and live from a suitcase even though I start work Monday. This is gonna be a shitty week...

There is a silver lining:

Look out for this happening on Monday as I start my new job. I'm super stoked on this set! Its very naughty and different from most of my other sets. Alissa did an amazing job, as always and I do hope you all enjoy, a solo set from me has been a long time coming. I know you guys here on SG will get me through this tough week!