thalia1

had many interesting comversation today, lots of food for thought...
got sent some amazingly beautiful songs today, just sitting here listening and taking them in...
i just have one question: why does life have to make things so damned difficult sometimes?? i guess i should just take my own advice about how you gotta take the bad with the good. i guess it's just hard to handle when you're stuck in between the bad and the good....all i know is that self-evaluation is really hard. especially when you realize that you have lost parts of yourself, parts you liked and you don't really see yourself anymore...i know this can't possibly make sense to anyone, hell, i can barely make sense of it....
if you lose parts of yourself--were you ever meeant to regain them or were they supposed to be lost forever?? i think perhaps you can regain some of your old self again...i'm starting to see the person i liked being again...she is slowly rising from the ashes...
i have also had a recent urge to strip myself of a lot of my material possessions...to unburden myself..
i mean, c'mon who really needs ALL of this shit that i have....it's just stuff...stuff i look at, stuff i don't touch...just stuff..i want a ..a..a lighter way of living...i guess that's how i want to put it.
ramble ramble ramble

anyway, next question from the book of questions:
randomly selected of course
when was the last time you sang to yourself? the last time you sang to someone else? the last time you were sung to?

my answer: i sing to myself everyday--loudly and poorly--but it's loads of fun, brightens my day! i haven't sung to a human in YEARS,i guess since is was in chorus in high school-- i sing to my cats occassionally, though, does that count?? the last time i was sung to was just last night....and i love his voice!

i will dream tonight of the possibilities, i am sure.....

to my sweet D

xoxo thalia