thaddius

Just some things I've been thinking about. I find myself doing that more since my car isn't equipped with a TV or anything.

First, I've been wearing skirts since I got my tattoo since they're the only thing i've found that doesn't rub horribly, and it feels weird. I don't wear skirts. I don't do girly things. Other people know this as well. Yesterday I got some pretty amazed responses from the people at my fave haunts.

Second, I've been wondering at myself a lot. What I mean is if all my exes got together, would they be talking about the same person? Am I here because I want to be or because I'm scared to leave? Why is it people can't accept me, just as I am? Will I always be this alone and, if so, do I bring it on myself or is there just something about me that drives people away, something I have no control over?

Will someone be my friend? Will Someone save me from myself?