Thursday Mar 18, 2010

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So it was strange no being in love with her any more.
It hurts a little to not be in love with her.
I still love her but I am not in love with her any more.

I went out with the ex tonight and I didn't love her.
It was strange. I think I'm a little in shock.
I don't know how I could love so much then nothing. I felt for her tonight but didn't have the feeling.

The toughest part was not knowing what to talk about. We used to be able to talk about the wind.
Tonight we forced conversations. I don't want that. I want to be friends with her.
See I fell in love with the person she is.

I guess all I can say is wow!!!!!
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wsoxfan:
This is perfectly understandable from my way of thinking. It's impossible to do things that you used to do together, even to have dinner or carry on a simple conversation without it feeling VERY different than before.

I admire you for trying.
9005900:
It's strange how these identical feeling happen to us all, often many times. Empty feeling.

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