ok, so i didn't do well with that whole... coming back and writing more often thing... update follows: i am still with girl... we are learning together and from each other... she is learning to trust and open herself up and i am learning to be independent and open in the right ways... she makes me smile... we had a rough couple of weeks where...
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so i haven't been on here in a while... but i decided to pop back in and will probably be around more again.... i am moved into my new apartment, even if my stuff isn't unpacked at all... i have had an interesting few weeks... yeah, interesting...that is a good way to put it...i met someone completely unexpected when i least wanted to meet someone...but...
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cthylla:
Hey... are you ever coming back 2 roller derby??
kyleomen:
How was the move?
so... moving is perhaps one of the most tiring experiences ever and it is still 3 days until the movers come. i have had some wonderful help from 2 very butch boys but when the time comes to start working solo, like last night, i get really lonely and frustrated... i have decided that i am a horrible painter... red is the world's hardest color...
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jabroni:
Wow, all that home improvement type stuff. If ya get to tired, just say "We'll be right back after this commercial break." Wait a couple minutes, and poof everything should be done. At least that's how it works on all those TV shows.
Keep it together, and above all, don't forget to just take a step back and breathe.
Keep it together, and above all, don't forget to just take a step back and breathe.
williamtrinity:
I think it's coming along pretty well!
see you friday....
see you friday....
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yall are all wonderful. thank you very much. i may just be asking for help after all. i think i'm having painting nights, including pizza and beer and beverages on the 16th and 17th after 5. cleaning is happening the 15th after 3. I get my keys on the 15th and the movers are moving most of my stuff on the 18th so i...
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yall are all wonderful. thank you very much. i may just be asking for help after all. i think i'm having painting nights, including pizza and beer and beverages on the 16th and 17th after 5. cleaning is happening the 15th after 3. I get my keys on the 15th and the movers are moving most of my stuff on the 18th so i...
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williamtrinity:
i don't have...those friends that you can ask for help without them thinking anything of it.
Hey, all you have to do is ask, and i'll be a moving machine. Really, if you need help - I'll be more than happy to help. Don't even think twice about asking. I love helping!
jabroni:
Apparently you've underestimated our little community here, huh? I'm not physically able to help move(bad knees, heavy objects and steps of any type don't mix), but I'd be glad to provide a pick-em up truck(Lola is always up to the challenge) and a couple of cases of Pottsville's finest refreshment.
i can never decide whether basically starting your life over is exciting, terrifying or a healthy mix of the two....
i got a new apartment in south philly. first time i've lived alone in forever. i move in august 15th.
i got a new apartment in south philly. first time i've lived alone in forever. i move in august 15th.
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visara:
Congrats and good luck with the move!
user209834982:
mmmm, pickles are good.
ok, inspired by pinch's story i will tell my own odd story....
back when i first started visiting philadelphia when i was still teaching first grade in austin,
i spent a lot of time just wandering around center city by myself during the day until the person i was staying with would get home from work... one day i was missing teaching and the...
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back when i first started visiting philadelphia when i was still teaching first grade in austin,
i spent a lot of time just wandering around center city by myself during the day until the person i was staying with would get home from work... one day i was missing teaching and the...
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kyleomen:
Can't ignore me forever. 
I liked your pants on saturday.
I liked your pants on saturday.
user209834982:
it was nice meeting you
so as it turns out.... i am a walking catastrophe... here's how it goes...
friday... i go to whole foods after work and buy all the makings for a lovely dinner at home that i was going to (and began to, but we'll get to that momentarily) prepare for a certain someone named... xtoongrlx.... so i get home, take a power nap and then...
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friday... i go to whole foods after work and buy all the makings for a lovely dinner at home that i was going to (and began to, but we'll get to that momentarily) prepare for a certain someone named... xtoongrlx.... so i get home, take a power nap and then...
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xtoongrlx:
Let's run away together, where no one else can find us. Sound like a plan? 
so... seeing as it is friday and i am at work waiting for the end of the day to arrive so that my weekend can begin... i am looking forward to all the good things that are going on this weekend... a run down of my weekend plans, a weekend that i am actually really looking forward to, goes as follows...
tonight= xtoongrlx is coming...
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williamtrinity:
sounds like you two had a busy weekend.
hope all went well.
hope all went well.
gadget:
no problem! and really, I didn't do all that well. I could hardly sleep last night. I had packed my body so full of food that it had all this energy. I should remember to only eat like that at breakfast buffets!
so, despite any number of things that could have gone wrong... all is alright in the world today.... i cleaned my office and organized everything at work, which cleared my head a little bit (and has inspired me to spend my weekend doing the same for my car and house)... my day was lovely and seemed shorter thanks to a certain xtoongrlx taking off of...
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jabroni:
What do they call that when you organize your enviroment to improve your mood? Feng Shoy? Fin Shoot? Foo Fighters? Well, you know what I mean.
xtoongrlx:
I like when you call me sweet things......please do it as much as possible. I swoon.
sometimes i don't realize just how lucky i am or how happy i should be due to all of the static that surrounds my daily life... sometimes it takes a lot to make me realize this and sometimes it can be one line someone types about flowers in my bedroom.... it is the littlest things that mean the most... so here i am... i am...
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gadget:
when will i see this new design?
gadget:
that is actually AMAZING.
I will say talking about derby does get me going. Maybe not in the way the person might want... but stil. I love it.
I will say talking about derby does get me going. Maybe not in the way the person might want... but stil. I love it.
i am about to be on my way out the door but i realized i hadn't written in a while so i thought i'd write something real quick like. so... i missed derby practice yesterday because i haven't been feeling well and for once my therapist ordered me to do something.... "Stay home tonight...ALONE... and enjoy the quiet." .... so i did my best job,...
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seaniefresh:
Nice to meet you Sunday. Sorry I didn't talk to you more. I promise I will next time. See you again soon.
teena:
hey it was nice to meet ya at the reception the other day. i don't talk alot unless i have my hostess hat on....or am in "one of those moods" so we will have to meet again someday. 
how were the leftovers you were clutching to /