tessaruby

'Okay im back from my moms,,, I wasnt gone that long,



I actually came back Friday, but doesnt seem like it,, Ive been in salt lake city every day



Good news vs. the bad,,, my grandpa sorta snapped out of his stroke and is some what getting better,,, he doesnt know who anyone is,, but omg you wouldnt believe it he knew who I was! It was honestly a touching moment in my life to hear him say my name and know who I was..



But however, he is dying, and I know this is life but yeah its hard..



Ive watched friends lose someone they loved.. And I always felt for them because I knew Id one day lose someone I loved anyways,,,



My mom was actually alright this week,, the last day I was there she started to whip out the stress, but it was in bits and pieces thank gawd..



Yeah Ive been kinda raunchy to people lately,, people I thought I cared about I just dont have time for peoples shit right now



Either your gonna be my fucking friend or your NOT! thats that,,,, I dont have time for inconsistencys and flakes



If what I got isnt enough to keep a flow of friendship.. Then sorry,, cause Ill tell you what I really have needed a friend these past few weeksand people are just cruel its harsh reality, but we all live it..



Braiden and me found a place. Hopefully they will accept us and our application! Its right by the capital on the hill Im really excited if it doesnt work out well just keep looking for somewhere in the same area just that will accept us scum bags..



my baby sister is a riot,, she always swears and is beyond terrible 2s.. shes a very mean little girl.. Shell rip your face off and spit on your skull,,, yup.. Well maybe not that,, but Purdy darn closeshes gotten fat! I was fluffy when I was little like her but shes just thick and fat but all n all shes sooo beautiful. I just wish my step dad would let her grow out her hair,, when I was 3 my hair was already downt he center of my back..



I took over 150 pictures of her this weekend,,,, Ill share a few



IT MAY TAKE A MOMENT TO LOAD !!!!! SO wait, trust me its worth it..











theres MUCH MUCH MORE!!!!

you'll just have to check out shy in my pics later when I add more!