tesa

i know i said i wanted to be single. i know i said i needed time alone to figure myself out and figure out what i want in my life. to find out what makes me happy. i know i am completely contradicting all of those things that i said by getting into another relationship but hear me out ok....

it turns out i don't need to be alone to find the answers and solutions to my so called problems. i have found someone who is everything i want and he completely gets me. he understands things about me that i could never figure out. he knows what it takes for me to be happy and he can make it happen for me. and the funny thing is he has been right in front of my face for the past 5 years.

i have always considered him to be the best guy i know. not to mention the hottest and most fun but it wasn't until just a few weeks ago (if that) that i realized how perfect he is for me. when he told me he was madly in love with me. he has been for more than a year. and he was selfless enough to hold back because he knew i was going through so much. if that isn't real love, then i don't know what is. i have known this beautiful heavenly creature for five years and have never seen or heard anything about him that i didn't approve of. i have come to realize that i am madly in love with this person. i truely believe that we were put on this planet for eachother. he like all my favorite bands. he likes all the same foods as me. we like and dislike the same kinds of people. he loves my dog. he is wildly attracted to me. he LOVES my tattoos. he loves making out. he wants to travel to all the same places as me. our bodies fit perfectly. i don't know what could be any better. oh yeah....HE LOVES ME!!! he wants to take care of me. he is amazing.

that's why i'm comfertable with the idea of running off to california with him on october 15h. don't worry kids...i'm in good hands.