tesa

So I moved to arizona.I've decided to start over in life.I quit drinking on jan 2nd after a wasted retarded blowout with my boyfriend.I haven't done any hard drugs since last summer after a huge mdma binge at the warped tour and I've even cut down my mary jane consumption.

Alsooooooooo........I'M GETTING MARRIED!!

"I've got no big plans, but a good idea: let's put this town in my rearview mirror."-QOTSA

By the end of this very month, I will be a resident in the state of Arizona. It will be my first time moving out of washington and I am sooooooooo ready for the change. I have too much history, too many unburned bridges, too much bullshit to...
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So.......I woke up at four thirty this morning. I had everything packed, ate breakfast, had coffee, and did not lose one dog. I made it all the way up to stevens pass before the first chair opened with no traffic or problems and was so stoked to see that it was going to be the perfect day. Blue skies and eight inches of fresh powder....
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i know i said i wanted to be single. i know i said i needed time alone to figure myself out and figure out what i want in my life. to find out what makes me happy. i know i am completely contradicting all of those things that i said by getting into another relationship but hear me out ok....

it turns out i don't...
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I have come to realize I am a whole lot to handle.I mean I MUST be. Just ask one of my ex boyfriends. I seem to create an insane jealousy inside every person I date. I don't know why this is. I never stray from my lovers. I am completely smitten and devoted to them. But, for some reason, they like to take their insecurities...
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You know what? I've decided I really d want to be a suicide girl. I am going to do another photo set and I;m going to rock your world.

I am writing to in regards to my recently submitted photo set. It just went u for member review and I am having an extremely hard time dealing with it. I am aware that once a set goes up, you are not supposed to take it down, but I really need you to take mine off of your sight.

When I applied to be a...
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So here I am....waiting for August 16th to roll around my way. I have decided to actually go through with this and try to become a suicide girl. I never thought i would find the nuts to do this but here I am waiting with my photoset in queue for you guys to review.....yes I'm a poet. I'm a little nervous to see what happens....
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