terrjbleone

Shitty fucking Christmas again. My computer is pissing me off to no end! It freezes all too much for no reason at all! My mouse loses connectivity for no reason! I have a headache. I have no head ache medicine so I took the old timey remedy.... Bushmills Whiskey to the rescue! It helped VERY much! I'm a little tipsy. It's almost 4 am and I have to be up in 4 hours. Work. I'm lonely as I can be I do believe. Alone in my room in the dark. Heart ache. None of my old friends even TEXT MESSAGED ME! I sent them a Christmas Carol by way of text but I got no response. I feel all together forgotten. What a shitty feeling. I've lost my friends. I'm glad this holiday is over. Now all I have to do is explain to my co-worker why I didn't get anything for Christmas when they ask me what I got. Then stand there as they look at me as if I just told them I lived in the gutter. All I got was my subscription to SuicideGirls.com for myself.

I feel so damn alone and I hate this feeling. Heart ache is breaking me down tonight. I think I need to go to sleep now.

G'night and I hope your Chistmas' were far better than mine......