terriblyrattled

heidi said some really sweet stuff about you. she said (and i'm paraphrasing) "he was one of those geeks in high school that no one paid attention to, but he's so sweet and now he's so hot!"

does that make your day any better? *hugs*

also, if it helps, i just absorbed a thousand pounds of melancholia from that girl, so i'm in a rather sad state myself. but my problems are the kind that, if i talk about them, its almost like i'm gloating, so i can't talk about them to anyone. which almost makes it worse. people see me living some ideal but they don't see the truth behind it...

i'll try to come down there sometime early next year and we can cry on each other's shoulders, ok?

*more hugs*

p.s. i think it would be "jag skrmma mig. jag vet inte vad jag ska gra."