i dont know why i keep posting here, no one ever reads my crap
but anyways...... i decided to start keeping my own journal on my computer about the stupid shit that goes on in me and my g/fs relationship. Just so that i can look back and prove to myself that iam an idiot. And because i have a terrible memory and i think she abuses that. By telling me things that didnt really happen or things that i said or she said that i dont remember. Cause my brain reaches capacity really easily and extra stuff just flows over. And the heavy stuff sinks to the bottom.
but anyways...... i decided to start keeping my own journal on my computer about the stupid shit that goes on in me and my g/fs relationship. Just so that i can look back and prove to myself that iam an idiot. And because i have a terrible memory and i think she abuses that. By telling me things that didnt really happen or things that i said or she said that i dont remember. Cause my brain reaches capacity really easily and extra stuff just flows over. And the heavy stuff sinks to the bottom.
freaky_tiki:
I have a terrible memory as well. There are times when I think I am going insane because I can't remember things when they are brought up in conversation. I always find myself struggling. When someone says, " Remember that time when we..." I cringe, because I have no clue what they are talking about. Oh well...maybe one day I will forget everything and live in a fantasy world I have created myself. Everything will be a new adventure, it will be like being a child again. Could be interesting huh?