today is one of the worst days of my life. i should just end it like that but i think i wont. Just so everyone knows, my girlfriend is a coke head. She lies to me about it and tells me shes going to quit. Today i fell for it again, and believed her. Why am i a f*@kin dipshit? Not to mention my boss told me he saw her with her ex today at Fred Meyers holding hands. He called me at work and told me i freaked out cried, broke open my hand on a cement wall, puked up my sandwich, smoked a cigarette. Then continued with my day in tears. She denies that they were holding hands, i believe her, set myself up yet again.
I cant do this for much longer
maybe i should stop writing, maybe i should run away, maybe i should disapear, maybe i should get drunk, maybe i should puke, maybe i should drive my car off a cliff, maybe i should go visit my dieing grandma, maybe i should go to sleep, maybe i should slit my wrists and bleed to death in my bathtub...... maybe
I cant do this for much longer
maybe i should stop writing, maybe i should run away, maybe i should disapear, maybe i should get drunk, maybe i should puke, maybe i should drive my car off a cliff, maybe i should go visit my dieing grandma, maybe i should go to sleep, maybe i should slit my wrists and bleed to death in my bathtub...... maybe
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p.s. where in the world did you find skn fjril??
ragingwhore42:
maybe you should stop dealing with this girl and her bullshit. yeah ok-so i'll admit that i don't know her or much about her-but i see it this way-there's no hope for small town drug addicts-especially if that's the small town. and she freaked out on you about liking porn?! what the fuck-at least porn doesn't destroy you-slap some since into the bitch-or don't deal with her dumbass. i'm so sorry-but you seem a little too smart to be dealing with this kinda insanity.