i really would rather write a more positive entry...
but...
have you ever felt completely unwanted in your own home with two of your supposed good friends?
kinda makes you want to kill yourself to get away.
but i know that's rediculous.
so i just cry.
and try so very hard to be sociable, polite, and not get in their way.
i want to puke and scream and cry.
or move out.
but i cannot afford it. hands down. it's killing me. it's killing me.
when i come home i'm insanely depressed.
i rip myself apart and wonder why anyone could ever like me.. even though i know lots of people think i'm awesome.
to them though, i guess i suck...
therefore: i feel like ass.
being here makes me sick.
but...
have you ever felt completely unwanted in your own home with two of your supposed good friends?
kinda makes you want to kill yourself to get away.
but i know that's rediculous.
so i just cry.
and try so very hard to be sociable, polite, and not get in their way.
i want to puke and scream and cry.
or move out.
but i cannot afford it. hands down. it's killing me. it's killing me.
when i come home i'm insanely depressed.
i rip myself apart and wonder why anyone could ever like me.. even though i know lots of people think i'm awesome.
to them though, i guess i suck...
therefore: i feel like ass.
being here makes me sick.
Here you go you sweet little doll face
On top of being Totally Hot and a great writer and hair stylist extrodinaire your you sweetie pie and that is a most fabolous gift.
Oh and I almost forgot to give you this
OK snuggle bum, don't let the bed bugs bite
Love yaz
Kisses from Toronto.