teresaannamae

You know what.
I live a really good life and everyone seems to like me.
But I fret so hard, i'm so selfdoubting. all the time.

when i think of me in relation to me and what i like, i think i'm pretty fucking hot, pretty fucking funny, pretty fucking passionate, and fucking easy to talk to!

but when i think of me in relation toother people and what thay think of me i think i'm pretty fucking boring, pretty fucking weird, pretty fucking anti-social, pretty fucking last one you pick in gym class.







you know???



i know you gotta know what i mean, i can't be alone in this!
but deep down the teresa i like reigns supreme, but social interaction causes me to think the latter, of what others think of me,

oh blah!
but right now, i'm really happy.
things are good, things are going swell, i am really lucky and will go far in life,

like i know one day i will be saying :::

you know what? i love my life,
it's pretty fucking awesome! sitting here with you (tamara, my :heart and having such a great time, then i have all my core friends and i love every one of them so much and we rock so much, and then.. THEN, this is the kicker, i have my own SALONNNNNN and i'm doing very well like everyone always said i would!"

and then i'd go on about how much i love spending my life with her life and look forward to the future moments together, always...


you know, something along all that??


you know what


I JUST FUCKING DESCRIBED ME.. that's ME *right now*


wow, that's messed.
okay.. so yeah, i just had a great week and i'm having teresa reflection time with weed and clip pipe hehehe, bad girl.


i love me! i just wish i felt like this all the time, damnit.





wosh, steel magnolias is a damn long movie, it's still playing in the living room and i don't think it's ever gonna stop!


♥
t-t-t-t-t
T-UNIT


ps; aka: Teresa!