teresaannamae

i feel like absolute seering hell.

i have a movement migrane. hot flashes. cold flashes. sweating. passing out. constant discomfort. i've slept so much i can't sleep any more. my throat is seering as well, swollen and infected. this morning it even hurt to drink water.


i just want this to STOP.



TO MY SICKNESS:


GO AWAY, BITCH!



blarg.
i managed to make it to the bank today to cash my check so i could renew my hairdressers licence.. but when i got to the teller i started seeing dots.. so i rested my head on my hand.. i was so weak, and that's the last thing i remember before i..

woke up on the floor!

surrounded in strangers.
this pink haired, pierced, tattooed girl in a kitty hoodie has collapsed, absolutely lifeless on the floor.
i woke up confused, crying, laughing, and apologising.
the teller lady passed me my transaction reciept (the cheque went through!) and this lovely young man named Will helped me to the nearest chair and got me some water and later led me to a couch where i could rest. i even drank from a really nice purple cup with bubbles all throughout it!
I felt like an absolute retard. But it was SO funny at the same time. haha. crying and laughing, wow.. wonder how messed up i looked. haha.
later after conversation about my sicknesses and about Will and his bad nosebleeds from the past he walked me out to my best friends boyfriend's car outside to make sure i didn't pass out again ♥
Then the best friend's boyfriend took me to Shoppers to get me some medicine.. but i had to collapse on a) Drew (the boyfriend) b) a chair in the pharmacy department, and c) the ledge by the window. I couldn't even finish putting my pin number in before i collapsed/walked away...

I FEEL LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


no idea how long i was passed out for, but drew thought there was just a reallllly long lineup. but really, there was only 4 people in front of me and the lady right in front of me let me go ahead of her cause she needed a certain teller.

i was super thankful.. but alas, it still happened.
spots. those devilish black and grey spots.. taking over my vision, the warning of my absolute loss of control over my body.

i should really go to a doctor..
i have all the wonderful symptoms for hypoglycemia, and i always have.
woot.

now i think i'm going to go try and sleep some more..
or die for a few hours to lessen the constant discomfort and seering, heavy, overly hot pain all over my body...


♥
T-UNIT.

the sick t-unit...

WAAAAAHHHH.



ps; edited to add:

YOU CAN BOOKMARK ALBUMS??? WOOOOHOOO!!

leave it to SG to give me a glimmer of happiness in this sore state of mine ♥♥♥