Oh hi.
I've been cheering myself up with some webcam action before I put the pen to paper and do some journaling. I've been rather apathetic lately and I HATE IT. Well, I guess feeling hate isn't exactly apathetic... I just haven't been feeling like myself. That is what I'm trying to say.
Drive and desire haven't been around lately. By lately I mean the last... oh, few months. I'm even annoying myself. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't like me if I met me. I'm being gross. Sorry, but it's just what's in my head these days.
BLAH BLAH BLAH. Looking at myself looking sad on a webcam makes me want to smile and then I can see that I am alive and I should stfu about all this shit. Helps for a second, yanno?
xo
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