I would rather experience fear than learn about it. I felt fear today. I remember, I closed my eyes and I became very aware of there being different rules. I closed my eyes and other things felt possible. I was near a girl I wanted to talk to but I shut the idea out immediately. It may have been as I prepared to ask her a question. Thats right. I had a question for her I couldnt answer.
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