tenpercentme

Visits to the doctor, eating stuff that is not shit, keeping up with all my bills - this is the tough shit for me. Its hard to be cool and/or creative and do all that responsible stuff. I like the idea of being responsible AND being irresponsible. I want to be both.

Responsible in matters of labor.

Irresponsible in matters of love.

And vice versa.




Irresponsible in matters of love means not thinking with a plan or a blueprint. Not thinking, then deciding. Just making decisions with the heart. This of course results in more pain all around, but I think with commitment to someone you can hurt them and heal them too. The bad part is when you hurt them and run and hide. That is a temptation, but not rewarding in the long run.