tenpercentme

I want you to know:

I never want to take anything for granted. I don't want you to know my comfortable self. I want you to know the self I am pushing... and pushing. To the next level. But I can't always push. I am tired. I cannot make the decision. I cannot make this choice. I have been pampered by women too much in my life. I am doomed and determined to be some sort of man. More and more I sense that it is my definition of that word which makes all the difference.

Man. Definition please.