tenpercentme

Attitude

It is amazing where it can get you, and what it cannot.

Birds fly,
Cords bind.

Our lies,
Musical chords,
Musical minds,
Yours and mine.

Simple rhymes,
Complicated lives.

I am totally addicted to metaphors.

Right now I am a squirrel gathering nuts.

Take it as you like it.

Somebody mentioned Young Jeezy in my dream last night.

I always look like a little boy to myself.

Sometimes failure...

can make you work harder.



Sometimes working harder...

can get you where you want to go.



You know what I mean?

It is amazing. The level of vehemence I have when I am in a competitive mode. Here's the story. A friend helps me edit my film. While we are editing my film, he decides to shoot a short. He shoots and finishes his short, and as you can see from my last entry I am still hanging on to my feature. His short gets accepted...
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Torture.

To edit a movie.

To hate a movie.

To hate myself for making a movie that is so far away from what I want it to be that, for a moment, it seems like nothing. For just a moment, it seems like days upon days wasted. And I select all and delete everything, just to see how it feels. I couldn't feel anything. It...
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Unshaven old men. Piles of dirty snow.

People pass. Vaguely familiar.

How can I hate anything else

without hating myself

first?

The snow is blown off the roofs.

Chevrolets.

White men.

A common language.

the illusion of distance
or rather
all distance is perceived
or rather
distance is determined by the mind
or yet again
our distant minds, our intimate bodies
and what else?
hmmm
Don't we enjoy the distance?
I was waiting for more insights on the power of the mind
I am working on mine
the power of your mind?
mine in addition to all of ours...
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Yes, drunk.