Sunday May 04, 2003

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Just got home. Drunk. Was meant to go to Santa Ynez to entertain some lameass, too tired, too drunk. If I go out and do this, I need to behave myself. How did this happen? I am afraid of the repercussions of my actions at times. I am not the craziest not the most sane. Where do I exist? I am not sure but somewhere in between i presume. I want to sceam obscenities at those who are fuckheads and want to wrap my arms around those who are lovely. i am not right now. I am not okay. i need to have something that I understand at this moment and that is nothing...
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deadmansparty:
mediocrity is under-rated. i find that sometimes the grey area is more compforting than it's alternatives. things usually tend to sway black or white, dramatic or boring. "piss-off" is a good way to deal with either type of person. grab a book or a good shower massager, both are rewarding. skull
itsalivemedia:
I DID read your Foie Gras comment and you know what? Foie gras is not sucking cock. It's really not something heterosexual men just try. I can see your point intellectually, but viscerally (as a straight male) it does not hold water. But I appreciate the arguement you make and I respect it. I just happen to disagree. That's for playng along. smile

Now, I get put over your knee? Hmn...never done that....not really my thing as you know. Now if you wanna reverse the roles, I am more than happy to oblige.

It is odd all this action of late. Both innocent and not so innocent. But I am more than happy to have it this way.....if you think of a situation that might get me into more trouble, please throw it out there...I am all ears!

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