It is entirely crushing to the soul when you realize that someone you once thought so much of is really a self-serving asshole in disguise as a super nice person. I feel so gutted and I am angry. I wish there was a cure for making the madness and pain disappear from your life. More like the person who causes the madness and pain...
And then you want to lash out and injure mortally and that's not right, it's so not right and it hurts more...
If I could be entirely selfish for a week, I would spend it in bed completely drunk and stoned. Not the greatest idea, but I know it would at least drown the pain for a sufficient amount of time. Maybe for a weekend?
And then you want to lash out and injure mortally and that's not right, it's so not right and it hurts more...
If I could be entirely selfish for a week, I would spend it in bed completely drunk and stoned. Not the greatest idea, but I know it would at least drown the pain for a sufficient amount of time. Maybe for a weekend?
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rubbersoul:
Not that I'm cynical or anything, but the world is full of self-serveing assholes. You can't throw a brick olut the window without hitting one. Of course, this is El Lay, I suppose.
darkhorse:
Heeeeeeelllllllllllllllllllllllllooooooooooooo babe i'm back xxxxx