temptess

Nobody said it was easy...
Now THAT'S prophetic!
I live an interesting life. Difficult to live at times, but interesting nevertheless.
I feel torn by so many of my friendships/relationships. I can't find the answer when the one person I want to be with more than anyone else in the world is more than 6000 miles from where I am. I don't know how to reconcile that. I am tormented every day by visions. If it were meant to be easy, I would have a pocket full of money and a plane ticket to wherever I want to go (Birmingham).
Going gambling in Mississippi later this month, that should be interesting. Perhaps I can go roll in the mud with some gators and prove my immortality (or was that immorality?) Gonna drink some aloevera juice and clean out the decreptitude...