ok i found it, it goes like this...
******
lonely and lost
i am dressed comfortably
i am bleeding and tired
and very awake
i have all i need
2 arms and 2 legs
with tools of efficiency
everywhere i look
i am ready to start
my new life alone
in the sun i lie down
on the dusty warm road
and i look along it
and i see how it crashes into the sky
and i see behind me
the cliff that makes me feel real
the reason im here
is to just be here
lying down
i cant be touched
or spoken to
i am too perfect here
alone
and tired
awake as can be
i lie with one arm dangling over the cliff
and i feel
i am
at home
********
for some reason it reads better when its all aligned to the right, which is how i wrote it, but i cant make it do that here. it looks better on my other other journal site where is formattedarised proper-like shakey butterfly but its drowned out by all the other poems i thought were about love but were actually about something new and interesting... huh
i keep getting asked if i am going overseas. so i dont know.. maybe i should be. everyone else seems to be.
******
lonely and lost
i am dressed comfortably
i am bleeding and tired
and very awake
i have all i need
2 arms and 2 legs
with tools of efficiency
everywhere i look
i am ready to start
my new life alone
in the sun i lie down
on the dusty warm road
and i look along it
and i see how it crashes into the sky
and i see behind me
the cliff that makes me feel real
the reason im here
is to just be here
lying down
i cant be touched
or spoken to
i am too perfect here
alone
and tired
awake as can be
i lie with one arm dangling over the cliff
and i feel
i am
at home
********
for some reason it reads better when its all aligned to the right, which is how i wrote it, but i cant make it do that here. it looks better on my other other journal site where is formattedarised proper-like shakey butterfly but its drowned out by all the other poems i thought were about love but were actually about something new and interesting... huh
i keep getting asked if i am going overseas. so i dont know.. maybe i should be. everyone else seems to be.
don't say that you miss loving someone with ALL your heart.. you've gotta save a little bit for yourself