templeoflight

so SG wants me to believe that someone paid for my account to be reactivated.. i find that rather unlikely and think it is them trying to suck me in to paying again. but the site still seems as slow and annoying as it was when i left... we shall see

a story

i see this ad on television




my girlfriends hates it

i tell her i love it

and she cant understand why

she says it is stupid and the guy is ugly and various other reasons

i tell her simply

he loves what he does

it takes every waking moment

and sometimes more

and there is nothing more he wants

he loves what he...
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i hate it when people complain
so i dont talk
i sit in silence
but the silence inevitably leads to questions as to the origins of silence
so silence turns to avoidance
i am sad
sad that i have a list of exceptions for me
and sad that now i have to add more
i have a deserted island fantasy that never sees my imagination...
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i have cancelled my account, it will end in september
that is all

i try to become a millionaire
i focus on my wallet and will it to be full
i concentrate on money filling its little seams
a vein on my head pops out
but i cant see it
my eyes are IN my head
no money is forming
i concentrate harder
i focus
i know i can make my wallet fill with coin
paper
(plastic seeing...
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as i gasp kicking and screaming from my slumber... i call yes! i am alive and still here!
then i curl up and go back to sleep

the ants go marching 2 by...

today i feared my mortality. the concept of time hit me like an old tyre. i folded my hopes and dreams, put them in my back pocket and took my pants off.. and washed them.
then i cooked.
and ate.
i took my pants back and dressed again. pulled out a once damp crumple of dreams and remembered...

it felt good

well its official... i am an idiot. i let her go.. almost flew to sydney to say goodbye, but i realised i wouldnt be allowed through customs