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whip me beat me
heat and repeat
i grow cold
and fall old
heat and repeat
face me and shake me
tell me to see
i grow cold
and fall old
heat and repeat
whip me beat me
heat and repeat
i was told
i was sold
to a small goods shop keep
so i stacked
and i packed
and i processed the meat
whip...
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minceir:
I like that, it is wistfull and sad. I think of laying on a hillside of long grass and dream of the clouds floating by where everwhere it is at peace. smile
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i realised this the other day
the best thing in life dont last a life
time
they dont last forever

really, they dont last at all

they just happen

they happen in an instant

that instant leaves a mark somewhere inside
you
and through you
that instant

becomes infinite
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Some I see but nevermore can be seen if I think too hard I realise too much
Being forced
I am forced.
Letters too many
Eyes too many
Cells and jimmy
I have doubts about his neutron
I have hopes about
Ill have to get back to you on that
I know I had them
Remembering where I put them is difficult
Remembering the reason...
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To save searching through my other journals, ive taken out the shit and left the guts.
piece me together if you dare

slipping knot

their smiles were large and their teeth sharp and white
she said they had a picket fence smile
their tears were dry from the dust in their eyes
but she cried and she cried like a child

their lush green lawn...
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bowsandribbons22:
interesting, you're talented
damnation_game:
so instead of peeling ya shit off ya should post EL SUICIDO LOCO
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i have finally been able to post to sb white i have called it. the beginnin of a colour but not yet colourful. for those in the US yes we in aus spell colour with a 'u'.

i've been having a day dream about colour. its like layers. onionless layers but still with the strong feeling of crying. i dont smile enough. i think it'd...
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yay eyebrow is done!
i love the whole "can i watch it happen"
"you dont wanna watch"
"yeah i do can i have a mirror?"
"you can hold the mirror but you're not gunna like pass out and drop the mirror are you? most people think they can watch but actually cant"
"i've been diabetic for 20 years, i think i'll cope"
"oh so you're...
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Appointment for eyebrow hole making, 1530 tomorrow!

Horray!

*does the eyebrow piercing dance*
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Ideas for when i can post to suicide boys

*fur pants!
*piano
*pool
*next time there is a storm
*sprinkler!
*i wonder if i still have my school uniform?
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So i wait, my eyebrow gets done on sunday but i have to go shopping for a camera. These 2 things have been a long time coming. and i am still undecided on my anch. shall i have it done on my chest or butt? *ponders*