I feel that my summer is fucking ruined. 
I am desperately have to leave the school district employment. Three weeks ago, I filed for unemployment to get benefits while I search a job in my design field and I was financially approved, I was all set for this summer, going on trips, staying home until I found out yesterday, i'm not financially eligible because the fucking school district here decides in the educational system don't get vacation pay 
That the hell the school district want us to live off for!?! I wasn't going to do this Summer Program with little day, for three hours, 5 days a week. Even teachers don't get paid for vacation, how sad!
Now, i'm back to fucking square one, scrambling around for a fucking temp job, this guy whose a graphic designer promised me he would fixed up my resume saying me would get back to me later of next week. Next week, i'm be heading to Careerlink to look for jobs the best I can so to avoid heading (almost heading if I don't a temp job soon) to the road of financial ruin like two years ago.
I know that i'm trying to be positive, i'm 25 years old and still not landing in my dream job, and i'm getting a little disaillusioned, I feel like i'm prone with bad luck. I am still working on my portfolio, also, i'm writing short stories to keep to sane. Yesterday, I had a almost bad day and now i'm feel a little depressed. I'll try not let it get to me.
Oh Wow, Why Me God!
I am desperately have to leave the school district employment. Three weeks ago, I filed for unemployment to get benefits while I search a job in my design field and I was financially approved, I was all set for this summer, going on trips, staying home until I found out yesterday, i'm not financially eligible because the fucking school district here decides in the educational system don't get vacation pay That the hell the school district want us to live off for!?! I wasn't going to do this Summer Program with little day, for three hours, 5 days a week. Even teachers don't get paid for vacation, how sad!
Now, i'm back to fucking square one, scrambling around for a fucking temp job, this guy whose a graphic designer promised me he would fixed up my resume saying me would get back to me later of next week. Next week, i'm be heading to Careerlink to look for jobs the best I can so to avoid heading (almost heading if I don't a temp job soon) to the road of financial ruin like two years ago.
I know that i'm trying to be positive, i'm 25 years old and still not landing in my dream job, and i'm getting a little disaillusioned, I feel like i'm prone with bad luck. I am still working on my portfolio, also, i'm writing short stories to keep to sane. Yesterday, I had a almost bad day and now i'm feel a little depressed. I'll try not let it get to me.
Oh Wow, Why Me God!
there!
Really,I spend so much of my time making a mess of my life and then it all solves itself when it's supposed to be!I'm sure it's not going to be different with you...
I am much older than you and it took until I was about 40 to find a steady relationship with a great person and I just found my current job in 2000, which I must admit is golden, though being a consultant does have its drawbacks, like being under contract for six months at a time. Still, no one really knows what I do, or where I am , so to me it is a dream position. Things work out in the long haul so hang in there.