Today i've been cleaning the apartment, car, everything all damn day. i've been at it 6 hours, there's a dumpster of trash and not much to show for it. hehe.
i'm also moving all my CDs to iTunes so when i can afford an iPod i can have it ready to go.
i feel somewhat motivated...
oh SHIT. I forgot to update about the art... Read More
would you say you love anyone so much you would kill for them?: Yes absolutely, and no it's not you america
how many times do you think about death in an average day?: like 89, i have anxiety issues about it
have you shoplifted within the last 2 months?: yes but by accident and i was only the accomplice
could you, at this very moment,... Read More
in other news, i'm still collecting more money from the show, as i was taking it down and older couple came over and bought a piece on the spot! how badass is that?
i collected the first 85 dollars from my show today. this is so cool. i cannot believe how much i made considering nothing was framed. i mean its insane. I'm feeling very good about my work and my future projects. i'm playing around with an idea of muses/elements. the muse idea would incorporate this fairy motif i have to exorcise. the elemental scene involves one... Read More
i had this discussion today with a peer at work. we talked for a solid hour about some problems at work. at the time it didnt seem like a big deal but after thinking about it, its just really depressing. i'll never be able to do what ir eally want to do there. so i guess ill just settle. i dont know.
there has to... Read More
Don't settle, don't ever settle I'm proof that settling does nothing but make you dead inside.....just kick yourself in the ass bite the corporate bullet pay the bills and pull a fax machine gang stomp that makes office space look like a love peck. Then with furvor, passion, and maybe a little substance abuse as is the artist way, pump out a plethera of amazing pieces of art
thanks for the words. how true they are, now following through is the hard part. i went to jmoma today and was inspired..alot. not by good work, but by shit. it made me say "my god i should be here." so i'm somewhat motivated there.
so today i got into an argument with my boss. he's a good friend of mine, and basically just alot of stress is piling up on me and so i just let it out in a shitty way. i just thought some things were unfair and i let him know. again, not in the best way, i was kind of like "this is bullshit and... Read More
Good Luck and wish I would have seen some of your earlier post I would have commented lol...sorry about shitty work with friends I work with friends and know how it goes...sometimes because of them being your friends also you let them know when things are being fair in a shitty way good luck with everything hope all goes well
you can comment whenever you want! (:
thanks for the support. my relationship with him still feels strained. i can tell he's pissed and i don't really know how to fix it ): but i guess it will all work out.
I think i successfully added some of my work from the past four years into a photo album on my profile here, when i get more time ill put more recent stuff up. who am i talking to anyway???? oh that's right, myself. that's not unusual.
so last wednesday i totalled the front of my car. i didn't get hurt or die (atleast i don't think because i haven't seen bruce willis yet) but i'm trying not to feel like shit. really i just feel unmotivated. it is hard to be motivated to make something beautiful when everything falls. just to gloss on another post about the crash:
it was beautiful.... Read More