telepathboy

Ra - Swimming Upstream


The sun disappeared right before my eyes
My heart turned and walked away
I gave you the keys to an open door
And you threw them right back at me

Once again Im alone with a pain in my chest
So sad, so sad, so low
The clouds start to gather, here comes the rain
Youve meant more then you could know

I cant say I miss you, youre always around
I cant say I love you cause you'll cut me down
Im wounded and hurt and thats my fault
But I made my decision with my back to the wall
And I gotta move on from here
Ive done all that I can do
Yeah I gotta move on from here
Ive been swimming upstream for you

As time passes by I cant explain
Its hard to be next to you
Is it my face? Or is it everything
That youre not attracted to?

Im so lost and confused when I look at you
Your eyes, your lips, so soft
And then when you see me I turn away
Cause I know that I turn you off

I cant say I miss you, youre always around
I cant say I love you cause you'll cut me down
Im wounded and hurt and thats my fault
But I made my decision with my back to the wall
And I gotta move on from here
Ive done all that I can do
Yeah I gotta move on from here
Ive been swimming upstream for you

Ive been swimming upstream for you