tehpeanut

ok...ive had enough of all this shit...i fucking hate being like this...i want to start over but no one else is letting me...why cant we put everything behind us and move on...i miss my mom and some of my family...i want to see my house and they wont go back for another week and a half...it fucking blows...im sooooo fucking angry and im tired of crying almost everyday in the shower or at night...im tired of fighting...this is the place i come to get away...i dont have a car anymore so im stuck...i hate being stuck...this whole thing is making me ...and i dont understand at this time why ppl have to be soooo fucking me and inconsiderate...why can everyone help everyone else out...urrrrrrrrr....i hate some fuckin ppl...sometimes i think it would have been better if i would have stayed behind...im happy that it didnt happen to anyone else...but damn...i cant handle much more without cracking...i can only hold in sooo much and for the past month ive been holding it all in...


thanks you guys...