tehbonehead

GAAAAH!

sooo lonely.

i find that i may well be the biggest tool on the planet.

who knew?

i didn't realize i was so easy to lie to.

or quite so self-delusional.

i have a large number of early memories. at least, i think so... some of them may be implanted from hearing tales of my early exploits. many of them are from a trip to alaska when i was 4.

one was rather cute, and a favorite story of my parents for years to come. we had stopped to see a large herd of goats crossing...
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new journal...

i have updated my pics section. take a look around... leave me a note or something.

-teh

so i says to myself... "self," i says, "you need to cut down on the boozin.'"
then i see the sale on at Cub Foods...
2/$20 fifths of Beam...
no limit.
save an additional 10% when you purchase 6 or more.

i'm doomed.

Alright. I'm agnostic. Willing to admit the possibility...
A little more willing today.

Last night, on my drive home on I-80, I saw my first meteorite. For those of you less geeky than I, the -ite on the end signifies its contact with the earth. It landed about 200 yds left of me in a field. Cool, but not all together significant.

Today, lightning storm....
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woulda.
coulda.
shoulda.

i think i'll have a beer.

alright, maybe i should update this...

hmmm...
i still hate me.
i still haven't uploaded any pics...
i am still lonely.

not much has changed...

whatever.

and so...

7/9 vehicles are capable of running/driving under their own power. god, am i a 'neck...

163.5 @ 8% body fat... too skinny... dammit.

tanner. a little.

lonely. big time.

have this horrible crush on bailey. seems like a pretty groovy girl.

man am i a loser.

hmmm...

still hate myself. that whole self-esteem thing is still beyond my grasp.

fuck off!
love,
LaZ

Ok. Blah.
My life transformation is nearly complete...
--I have:
-found a job that i enjoy. highly physical, and at the same time technical.
-lost 30# (down to a measly 175 at 11% body fat... i'm gonna be BUFF! now i need a tan.
-made some new friends (hard for me... i'm anti-social)
-revisited some old friends and old flames (also hard... i forget people...
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